{"id":311,"date":"1994-02-14T02:14:04","date_gmt":"1994-02-14T10:14:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lemi-hegarty.website\/ladyj\/?p=311"},"modified":"2021-04-04T00:31:41","modified_gmt":"2021-04-04T07:31:41","slug":"love-phantom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lemi-hegarty.website\/ladyj\/?p=311","title":{"rendered":"Love Phantom"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre>I am your love phantom,\r\n        your elusive dream,\r\n                your Zhivago. \r\n \r\nI am the woman you've wanted all your life,\r\nbut never really believed she existed.\r\n\r\nAnd then one day,\r\n        I walked into your life,\r\n        and it felt like you had known me forever.\r\n        \r\nBut you were quite unprepared\r\n        for loving me,\r\n        knowing full well\r\n                there was someone else\r\n                who loved me, too.\r\n                \r\nStill, you allowed your heart\r\n        to fly free,\r\n        to open to me\r\n                to take me in.\r\n                \r\nYou fell madly and hopelessly in love with me,\r\n        couldn't help it,\r\n        never intended to,\r\n        feeling that no one else could ever,\r\n                in a thousand lifetimes,\r\n        be as warm and wonderful\r\n        as me.\r\n        \r\nNow you see me torn,\r\n        my heart split in two,\r\n        loving her,\r\n                and loving you, too.\r\nStill, you hope beyond hope,\r\n        that someday,\r\n                somehow,\r\n        I will be yours alone.\r\n        \r\nHow, or when, or even if,\r\n        matters not,\r\n        you're willing to share me\r\n                with her,\r\n        as long as you have to,\r\n        though you don't want to,\r\n                but you will.\r\n                For now.\r\n                \r\nYou are obsessed,\r\n        possessed,\r\n        driven by fierce desire,\r\n                a fire\r\n                that glows,\r\n                persistent, unquenchable.\r\n\r\nAnd so, you wait,\r\neven if it takes a lifetime,\r\nfor the dream to become reality.\r\n\r\n--2\/14\/94<\/pre>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Somewhere my love. 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