Marriage is... a candlelighted church and white-carpeted aisle; music and flowers and happy, excited friends; a soft handclasp; the magic moment when the two of you alone are queen and king; a promise, a kiss, a prayer; and waving goodbye to the others as you vanish into a star-studded night... Marriage is... cooking your first meal in a two-room apartment; paying the rent together; an electricity bill addressed to "Mr. and Mrs." ...and being able to say good night without saying goodbye... Marriage is... suddenly celebrating your first anniversary and eating frozen wedding cake; it is discovering neither of you is as ideal as the other first thought, but that now you love each other "in spite of" as well as "because of"; it is not being able to imagine what it was like to be single... Marriage is... facing a crisis: an illness, a death, a loss; it is struggling to survive, to hold a home together despite war and poverty and pain; it is working together, playing together, laughing again together; and finding that romance has been replaced by a deep, steady trust of mutual understanding and caring... Marriage is... parenthood, a blossoming of yourselves into complete fulfillment; it is diapers and 3 a.m. feedings and broken knickknacks; it is measles and mumps and chicken pox; it is watching your very own children run and laugh and grow until one day they, too, are adults... Marriage is... sighing in reminiscence and sweet satisfaction as you grow old; a little house in the country where it is just the two of you alone together once more; it is placing your knarled hand in his and leaning a gray head on his stooped shoulder, and gazing into the sunset; it is living and dying side by side in happiness and peace... --5/24/69